January 01, 2007

New Year Blues

It was a pretty interesting New Year party which was spent with the OCFers. Food, drinks and plenty of camaraderie seemed to temporarily mask the troubled thoughts I've been having in recent times. Perhaps it's a tad bit too melodramatic to classify the thoughts I've been having as troubling, quite simply because they don't affect me in terms of physical, mental or spiritual health. But it's just that nagging, ankle-biting feeling that won't go away and seems to haunt me when I let my guard down. Just for that one second.

It gets weird when you stumble upon a party with 6 other couples and you. The sudden realisation leaves you wondering when that proverbial 'One' will come along to light your emotional path for the next 50 years. For some, it's a dreamy affair, one that pleases them as they daydream about their future partner. For others, it's more like a nightmare which haunts them in every waking moment. I would say I'm somewhere in the middle at present; but it's at occasions like these which exacerbate the effect tremendously.

And it was right at that moment during the night that this song played on the speakers, compounding the effect.

Coldplay - Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


Will anyone ever fix me?

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