February 11, 2006
There Are Times
There are times when I wish things would go back to the way they were
And then I remember the way I treated you and I don't wish quite anymore.
There are times when I wonder why you aren't there when I'm crying in bed
And then I remember the number of times I haven't been there for you either.
There are times when I just want you all to myself
And then I remind myself that you're much happier out there without me.
There are times when I hoped the phone would ring at 2.30 in the morning
And then I think of the times when I shouted at you over the phone.
There are times when I'd try to guess what you're doing right now
And then I remember the times I only cared about what I was doing.
There are times when I hope to see you smiling at me once more
And then I remember that wry smile you gave when you knew things were over.
And in all these times, I will always remember that you're much better off without me in your life. And that alone, is enough to make me contented.
Wherever you are, whatever you're doing, I wish you the best and happiness forever and forever; through all the days of your life.
Traveller fell apart at 2:06 AM