Melancholic Derivations

January 15, 2004

Leslie just enlisted today and I've been thinking. This must be the song for the NSFs. After all, often times, we find that we can never trust our commanders as they can turn out to be real backstabbers and bastards in the end.

Linkin' Park - From The Inside

I don't know who to trust
No surprise
[everyone feels so far away from me]
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back upon my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
[everyone feels so far away from me]
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

I won't waste myself on you
You, you
Waste myself on you
You, you

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

I Take everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
You, you

Traveller fell apart at 11:40 PM


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